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Hi — hope your week is going well. Just saying hello and checking in. Feel free to write back whenever you like.

you sat with me in the hospital waiting room for six hours and made me laugh in the worst moment of my life and i've never known how to say what that did for me

everyone calls me the loyal one. im only loyal cause im scared of getting caught, not cause i dont want to. that scares me more

i let you win at pool every single time. youre not even good. i just like your face when you win

one flight. denver to austin. three years ago. i still think about you every week and i never got your name

you said 'i wish i could find a guy like you' and i almost fell out of my chair. i AM the guy. its me. right here

you wanted to move in and i said 'lets not rush.' you got tired of not rushing and moved in with someone who did. rush next time

i sit in the third row so i can watch you not watch me. two semesters now

you tag me every anniversary as 'the guy who introduced us' and i just like it and say 'best decision i facilitated.' i had feelings for her

i copied your whole style for a year and told everyone i 'found my aesthetic.' i found YOUR aesthetic. sorry

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We used to make fun of the popular kids…and now you’re one of them.

we said wed stay friends after highschool. we didnt. i still laugh at your jokes in my head sometimes

we went on one date three years ago and you never texted back and i still check if youre active. what did you do to me

I remember busting my ass on the first time we went skiing. You giving me your jacket cause I came in a hoodie. And now I don’t even know if I’m allowed to wish you happy birthday.

you beat me at every board game and gloat every time and i keep inviting you back and letting you think i want to win. i just want you at my table

you have no idea i exist and ive planned two entire weddings

Sam, you probably do not remember the bus rides, but I built half my courage on those quiet mornings next to you. I never said thank you. So: thank you.

Hi test

i reread our texts. all of them. from the start. way too often. hi

you said 'i feel like youre not choosing me' and i said 'thats dramatic.' i'd choose you a thousand times now. theres no one left to choose

you drove 3 hours the night i called crying and never made me explain. i've never told you what that meant

you called me by a nickname once and i havent recovered. say it again

i invent car problems so the mechanic will talk to me. spent like 900 dollars flirting. he asked me out today. worth every fake noise

you vent to me about him and half my advice is quietly designed to make you like him less. im not proud. im patient though

you called me 'trouble' once with a little smile and i have not psychologically recovered and its been a year and a half. call me trouble again