Written to a first name, said anonymously.

a MALE LEO??? I could’ve told you that wasn’t gonna work out

I ate your wing stop. Then helped you look for it. I let kylie take the fall because things were already tense between you two. But I didn't expect her to actually get kicked out of the house because of it. I miss the bond we had together, but it was lemon pepper so i had no choice. Hopefully we can all laugh about this some day even if that day is not today.

you sat next to me on the bus in 9th grade and i've been quietly comparing every person to you since. its been ages

we made eye contact on the train for like 4 stops and i havent taken a different route since. weeks now

hey...just hey...

you hit on me before you knew him and i turned you down and then he introduced you as his girl and we shook hands and youve never spoken of it

you taught me every recipe i know standing behind me moving my hands. i cook alone now and sometimes i still feel your hands over mine. i'd keep that haunting

every time you get a new girlfriend i physically feel it and say congrats and mean none of it. four years of this now

i've been engaged a year and havent picked a date because a tiny part of me is waiting to hear from you. thats insane. i know. i still havent picked a date

I still think about that one summer at camp

i've been coming to your coffee shop for a month. its 40 minutes away. please just ask my name

you asked me to help pick her ring and i had to go stand in the parking lot for a while. you never knew we had a history

you pulled me aside at your engagement party and said 'lets never make it weird' and i said 'make what weird' and its all i think about now

i still celebrate the day we first hung out. alone. every year. you have no idea our friendship has an anniversary

you held the door for me in 2019 and i think about it more than i think about most of my exes

i flirted with your boyfriend for years thinking it was harmless and i watched you shrink at parties. it was never harmless. im sorry

you were the first person who made me feel like i wasnt too much. i've spent my whole life apologizing for existing and you just. let me exist

your boyfriends best friend told me he loves me, in a hallway, at a party, and i said 'youre drunk, forget it.' he forgot. i havent. i hold two secrets now

you have no idea but i learned to like the music you like just so i'd have something to say to you. now i actually like it. and you. mostly you

i like your posts within two minutes every time. yes im watching. no i will never do anything about it. coward with wifi

we said 'see you next summer' every year like a promise and one summer it just wasnt and i still say it to no one every august. see you next summer. i mean it

my ex texted 'i miss you' and i left you over a 'maybe.' the ex was just bored. you were forever. i reread that text like its evidence in my own trial

you gave me your umbrella in the rain and walked home soaked and i've kept it two years and i tell myself its so i can return it. its not. its yours. its you

we hook up 'as friends' and every time you leave i want to ask you to stay and instead i say 'haha see ya.' i dont want to see ya

you asked me to marry you and i said i needed to 'find myself.' i wasnt lost. i was scared and dressed it up as growth

You don’t know how much I think about you

i went through your phone once out of insecurity, found nothing, and started a fight to cover it. you never cheated. i was the problem

i act like your teasing rolls off me. it doesnt. i replay it at night and wonder if theres a real one hidden in the jokes. is there. just tell me