More letters, said anonymously.

i saved you the corner piece with extra frosting every time and youll never know it was on purpose. every time

Do you still think of me?

Yeah

You always bullied me in school

we planned to run off together before the wedding. a real plan. a gate. you chickened out and married him. only we know there was ever a gate

I'm reminded of you everywhere I go

you laughed at my terrible knife skills in a cooking class four years ago and i signed up for six more hoping. i can cook incredibly now. out of heartbreak

i told you he was cheating based on a 'feeling' i made up because i missed being your only priority. he wasnt. he left. i caused all of it. im sorry

you told me you loved me and i said 'thanks' because i panicked and my whole body shut down. i loved you too. i just short circuited and then you were gone

i go to your shows alone, stand in the back, and leave before the lights come up. four times now. you dont know i exist. i just like the same room

i still know your coffee order. its been four years. thats all. bye

i tell everyone i go golfing saturdays. i dont golf. i sit in my car and call the person i almost married and we talk about nothing

Remember when we’d ride the bus together?

My love….

I had imagined having a whole little family with you

i cornered him at the beach house and let you believe he started it and you two broke up and you cried on my shoulder. it was all me. im so sorry

you remembered i hate cilantro after ONE dinner and quietly ordered around it every time since. i noticed. i always notice

your girlfriend and i have a running joke you dont get and you laugh along trying to be included and thats the moment i feel worst. youre a good guy

you always pick the movie and i always say 'i dont care' and i do care i just like watching you get excited picking more than i like the movie

you got the part i wanted and i couldnt clap. im sorry. you were better and i couldnt say it

you were the only one who got my humor without the setup. now every joke needs an explanation and by then its not funny. i miss laughing at nothing with you

i say im 'bad at saying i love you' but the truth is i said it to someone before you and im scared the words are worn out. youre not the problem

you sit two desks away and i've written 'ask levi to lunch' on a sticky note every monday for a month and thrown it out every friday. this is monday number five

everyone thinks im chill about you. im not chill. ive never been chill. ive been quietly losing it since we met

we kissed once at a party in 2016 and you dont remember and it recalibrated my entire standard for men. thanks

i chose my friends over you every weekend. they got married and got busy. you got happy without me. lesson learned too late

I know this is really horrible timing as you're getting married today. But I just really thought it was gonna be me standing at the end of the aisle.

you were my person for ten years and now we like each others posts and thats it and i dont know how it happened