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i changed gyms to the one you go to. dont ask how i knew. just come say hi already

you asked me to slow dance in the kitchen and i said i was tired. i'd give a year of my life for that dance now

i was jealous of you our whole friendship. you never made it a competition. i did. quietly. for years. im sorry

i knew before you did that she was seeing someone else and i said nothing for months. you asked why nobody told you. sorry

we have the same ex and you dont know and i figured it out from a story you told and now i just live with that daily. dont ask

i cry after we watch romance movies and blame it on being emotional. its because none of it feels like us and i want it to and i cant say that

we were inseparable one whole summer and then school started and we just. didnt. i still think that summer was the happiest i've ever been. i think you were why

we did one group project in 2018 and you were kind of a jerk about the deadline and ive been in love with you since. i googled you. proud of you

you gave a toast about 'finding the one' at your wedding and looked at me for exactly one second too long and i felt it in my whole body

i've been in a book club two years for one man who once said my point was 'compelling.' greg if you can hear me. hi greg

we promised wed be each others maids of honor at 12. you got married last year. you didnt ask. i understand. it still stings

i was jealous of how easy things come to you and i let it make me cold toward you for years and you never deserved that

i told people you were 'too much' so theyd pick me. you were just confident. i was small. im so sorry

you cried and asked me to stay and i left to 'give you space to calm down.' you calmed down alright. right into not needing me. i shouldnt have walked out

youve been my best friend since we were 8 and youre the great love of my life and no one warns you that friendship can be that

everyone at my office thinks were dating because of how we are and one day youll show up and 40 people will be very confused

you called me every day on your walk home for years and i took it for granted and now nobody calls and the quiet at 6pm is the loudest part of my day

we text in a way that would end your relationship in four seconds if you saw it and we both know it and we both keep doing it. i cant look at you at parties

i said we were 'too young for this' and let you go to sound mature. i wasnt mature. i was an idiot with a plan

i posted the ugly photo of you on purpose because you looked prettier than me that night. you thanked me for the tag. im awful

i told her guys like you always cheat so shed leave you and want me. youre the most loyal guy i know. she stayed. good. you deserve her

i said i wasnt ready. i was. i just didnt think i was good enough for you. still dont honestly

i left you for a 'glow up single summer' and glowed up right into the arms of nobody. the sky was fine at home. i just wanted to see other skies

i ghosted you because you were nice and stable and i was used to chaos and mistook peace for boredom. huge mistake

i still have your number memorized and i almost dial it every time i fight with him and stop at the last digit. seven years. one digit

i pretend i dont care when you dont text back. i check my phone like 40 times. its embarrassing

youve been my best friend for 15 years and i tell you everything except this. thank you. for all of it. i'd be nowhere without you and you have no idea

i still have your location shared from when we dated. i check it before bed just to know you got home. i cant turn it off

you used to hum when you cooked. i didnt know id miss a tuneless little hum this much. i catch myself doing it now

your mom said i remind her of your ex and now ive learned more about this ex than about you. send help. or her instagram